Dry Heat.

i.want.so.much. again.

again.

nowitsoundslikethis.lintlikefilmysurface..ofyourskinitsangrytexture.makesmeshiverand.recoil.likeiliketodolatelywhen its.late.too.late.i.smell.it.and.taste.it.the.air.is.stale.with.cardboard.throat.things.escaped.snores.and.random.words.i.guess.this.is.what.it.looks.like.on.the.verge.of.furious.nothingness.the.view.is.lovely.you.hang.it.out.to.dry.where.i.cant.miss.it.and.you.know.i.hate.it.just.because.i.want.it.but]cant cant cant
Cant not.
Do.

For.You.

Not now.not.ever.fuck.me.fuck.You and
Also
The weather. The desert.
Air
And principles.of punctuation.
Capitalization.of.You
Before
I.

Still.i.struggle.to.sit.still.in.spite.of.the.hours.the.pills.and.palm.trees.the.lack.of.wind.
Tonight.
On my knees
For lack of blood flow and
Why.Not
Disease
Cures
Me you.say.
Tomorrow I may sleep until you.hear.me.
Howling
Outside
Ice.in.my.lungs.and.
Fear
Freezing
My.tears.

Less likely still
Is feeling
Returning
Anytime feasible
The future. Please tell me
More Capital lettered words wait.for.me.
Patient-like. Zen.

I read that somewhere...